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Almost…

I attended mass earlier and upon entry, I saw red ribbons hanging by the chandeliers.  I dismissed the celebration of the Chinese New Year or Valentine’s day as it’s cause but found out at the second part of the homily that the Bishop (or Archbishop) is asking and urging people to decorate and hang red ribbons on their vehicles, houses etc in their continued opposition to the RH bill or law.  They even prepped the people about the next move that apparently is going to be studied or served for our lawmakers to decide, Divorce.

I am a Catholic - not that very religious Catholic though, and these acts and their continued efforts to rule and influence people is beyond my tolerance already.  I almost stood up and leave.  I go to mass to receive God’s words and not human’s (like me) persistence to lead the people, thinking that we don’t have our own freewill to think for ourselves and understand the real issue.  They still think that they have the ultimate power and mandate to dictate where in fact - due to the continuous and constant change of this world, it’s inhabitants also  adapt to these changes. 

Muntik na talaga ako umalis, almost but because I still have respect sa Diyos at sa panniwala ko, I stayed and continue to hear mass.  At sa huling part, the priest again, insisted and repeated the church’s stand although RH had been signed.

ahmm black and white or how many shades of grey #goodmorning #umayan #selfie #GPOY #atsarapics #artehan

ahmm black and white or how many shades of grey #goodmorning #umayan #selfie #GPOY #atsarapics #artehan

Random …

I just remembered a friend, she was my former agent when we were still working at same company.  I was his TL and I got promoted, so she (they) call me boss na.  She texted me a few weeks back informing that she is bound for Dubai.  Here’s what we have talked about (or at least what I remember LOL)

Ayen: Boss, magrresign na po ako.  Punta na ako Dubai.

Me: Oh, baket.  Ok nman ginagawa mo sa C (call center) ah.  Yun nga lang pagod ka, kc uwian Makati to Tagaytay.

Ayen: Oo nga boss, hirap na ako.  Mahina din kita.

Me: oh sige bahala ka, ingat ka dun.  Magkano daw sueldo mo?

Ayen: P»» balen ganyan Boss.  Starting pay free board and lodging nman.

Me: Huh, overseas bakit anliit.  Kahit na free board and lodging.

Ayen: Stepping stone ko lang yan boss para maging super model.  Nagsisimula sa maliit.  sisikat din ako.

Me: UTAS! 

Random conversations - kakatawa at me halong katotohanan din nman.  Sometimes we have to find goodness in anything, kahit wala kase laging meron.

i was scared i was unprepared for the things you said… good mornyt! #nowplaying and on repeat #BlankPage #Tabularasa #artehan #BlackFriday

i was scared i was unprepared for the things you said… good mornyt! #nowplaying and on repeat #BlankPage #Tabularasa #artehan #BlackFriday

good night! let’s laugh it all off… #artehan #artelungs #emonyts

good night! let’s laugh it all off… #artehan #artelungs #emonyts

Hey you called me up again just to break me like a promise
So casually cruel in the name of being honest
I’m a crumbled up piece of paper lying here
Cause I remember it all all all too well

Just Perfect!

Obviously I had fun that I could not stop posting and tweeting stuff and I was over the top happy after watching that movie considering I only caught the trailer last night.  Like I want to watch that.  It was so unplanned as I just went to Lipa as usual, to run some errands and good thing I went up to pee that I saw the poster and immediately I decided I want to watch.  I had a lot of time to buy my grocery and really, I’ve never been that excited to watch a movie.  Like 20 minutes before the schedule, I was there buying my ticket - that excited.  And it did not disappoint me - never.  I was like sooo happy I am singing to most of the songs, eating and drinking my soda which was sooo bad because I don’t drink sodas.  And the feeling - that good feeling after the movie - I kinda missed that.  Even though I watched it alone - as usual (again, what do I expect right) I was kinda giddy and jumpy I even clapped after the movie.  It was that good and would want to watch it again given the funds should anyone offer me to come with them.

Again - this feeling after a movie.  I kinda missed it.  Got to watch these kinds of flicks more.  It made me happy.  Made me smile up to now it’s almost midnight.

reflections :P

I think I’m ok now, this was brought up by disappointments, inip, init at gutom.. :P

-writing this on this NOTE as Tumblr is having maintenance but the site is still cool with the view of the earth..

I just want to share transpired today - it was not my best day.  I ended up going to the bday party alone, all by myself..with just me myself and I.  Saklap right? It was, I felt like sooo abandoned and alone with no one..no one cared to at least be with me…what worse is that - this was not a biglaan thing…it was planned a month in advance.  The people, were informed ahead of time so what went fucking wrong.  Andaming reasons, you know sometimes if you don’t want to go, maski unreasonble nagiging legit na reason.  If there’s a will, there’s a way.  If you don’t want, there are a lot of reasonsthat yu can make up.  I am just venting out, kase parang lahat na happened today.  It was very hott, I waited for like 1 hour and 30 minutes with just by myself..when I could have a lot…grrr my disappointments and rants were expressed on my ever reliable Twitter feeds…and the one friend na I thought will be with me…he was not there kaya naibuhos ko disappointment sa kanya. I’m sorry.  But really - I’m not that ok pa rin ngaun.  Andame ko imaginations, situations andame naiisip pero it just made it all worse pa. Although, my sister nilibre me to dinner.  I felt like - I had to make pilit pa people..na I am always there nman if they need me, pero sa times like ako nman, I can’t find any.  I am not compensated by my kabutihan.  Wrong lang eh, I expect.  hay sometimes, I don;t want to expect na lang siguro.  Sometimes I have to accept na, I will always be alone. Sad lang :(
wuwh #artehan #umay #umaypicsgalore #agoncillo  (Taken with Instagram)

wuwh #artehan #umay #umaypicsgalore #agoncillo (Taken with Instagram)